It always seemed that no matter where she’d go, what she’d say or how hard she tried that it wasn’t  good enough. She considered herself a nice, easy going person.  Never caused problems or try to be negative, too much.  It could sometimes be hard being stuck at what felt like a dead end job day in and day out.  Still with all the layoffs and changes in pay she’d try to look at the positives in life and move forward.  She’d try her hardest to be there for friends and family, whenever they were down and out she’d try to be that shoulder or hug that was so needed.

    Only when it was her turn there was no one to be found. No one to comfort or reassure her that it could be ok again. She would always have to leave, leave herself and this place behind and find her own comfort.  And that’s why when the other realm revealed itself, especially after her loss she didn’t hesitate one moment. She was already sure she wasn’t good enough for this ‘real’ world so why not go and see another.